Quote of the Day

"Take Me Where the Darkness Is Still Beautiful" -Cee-lo Green

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"It's great to understand, but why is it so hard to be understood?" -Pauly Bleaker

"It's all of those little imperfections that make you perfect..." -Pauly Bleaker

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"Love is but a meer failure until you discover it's reason for success" -Pauly Bleaker

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"A scattered dream that's like a far off memory... A far off memory that's like a scattered dream... I wanna line the pieces up - yours and mine" -Sora

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"You tell me that I've been looking for love in all the wrong place, but maybe I've been looking for you in all the wrong places" -Pauly Bleaker

Nothing Can Compare...

Over the years, I've been called so many different adjectives for a simple notion that I've had since my birth. This notion has previously had me labeled as "closed-minded" and even "racist." This notion come from my motto that "Nothing compares to a black woman."

From that flawless and demanding strut that she has when she walks in the room to that beautiful smile that can warm the coldest heart, I see no "mistake" or "flaw" in any woman of the African descent... When I look at women of other races, I've never seen the things that I see when I look at a black woman. It makes me smile to see a balck woman demand the respect that she well deserves and takes no disrespect from anyone above or beneath them. I love the way they make a man fight for they're heart and not give it up so easily(not in all cases).

They aren't credited for many of the things they've done and the contributions they've made to this world. They're ran through the dirt in the mainstream media and are portrayed to be nothing but "hoes" and "hoodrats." I think every black woman has a spark of genius waiting to be set afire with the help of the right surroundings. So don't realize their potential and have to develop that maturity to get there...

So for those who criticize my opinion on the black woman, I leave you with this quote...

"I speak to the black experience, but I am always talking about the human condition -- about what we can endure, dream, fail at, and still survive." -Maya Angelou

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Celebral Intelligence Agency

We are a secret society of people who have God given powers beyond imagination. We have been outcasted by the world since we were born, but one day realized that our power is what drove so many people away from us. A small number of us have assembled and are still searching for ones who are like us. We are Readers, one who have the power to properly look passed the physical points of a person, read their mental makeup and be able to see their entire spirit and read it out to let without asking one question...

There are two levels of minds from what we see in our point of view. The simple mind which is easiest to read, the type of person that have no kind of subconcious thought process which puts them in line with the next level, and they are just in it for the ride.. The next level is the complex mind that can take the simplest thought and see its full potential and what it could really be..

Some of us have different ways in which we can read... Mine for instance is voice tone recognition and bodily demeanor. Some have the gift of decernment and emotional familiarization. All these way have been used and some like myself have the power of manipulation where we can use words to manipulate the mind of someone and get what we want... And me for example, I have the ability to mind transfer where I can place my spirit into someone and no matter how much they beat me and the could kill me if they wanted to but you still wouldn't be able to get me out of your spirit... 

There are some who abuse this ability to manipulate the simple minded... I must admit, I have done this many times before, but I've been working to control my manipulation..

Unconditional Love

Over the past couple of weeks, so many thoughts have run through my mind about the relationship that I've been in four the past four months and 18 days... Many people have thrown salt on and DISRESPECTED out relationship, but I continue to LOVE her UNCONDITIONALLY.

She's the most AMAZING and most BEAUTIFUL woman I've ever met... She loves me even though I stress her out sometimes and she accepts me for the person that I am.... She brings out the BEST in me and is the only person who can BREAK me down...

Lately some things have really TESTED our love and this relationship. Something happened that I thought I would LEAVE her for, but for some reason I'm not even MAD... She's really taught me how to LOVE someone UNCONDITIONALLY. We've been through so much and I know that this is something DIFFERENT yet SPECIAL, because I want this FOREVER..

And through all those things we've been through, I'm CONVINCED that she's the ONE for me. I can't wait to start our life TOGETHER, I just want her to TRUST me when I say everything will be FINE... I'm not leaving her no matter what, and that poem was a reflection of my BROKEN dreams...

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My Walk With Christ

Today, while @ school... 

A "friend" of mine had the nerve to tell me that I'm not right in my walk with Christ. WTF??? She criticizes me and my homeboy for distancing ourselves from the ignorant endeavors, and said that in order for us to bring them closer to God is by indulging in the sins that they commit...  SORRY!!! NOT THIS ONE!!! 

Indulging in wild sexual acts with friends as a way of leading them to God is the most backwards thing i've heard in my 19 years on this Earth! You can't get drunk and act out wild fantasies with your wild friends and then the Monday after, invite them to God's house. That's the most HYPOCRYTICAL thing i've ever heard. Talk about PRACTICING WHAT YOU PREACH! That's like me telling my child that drinking is a sin and it's bad, then go get drunk off 12 shots of Patron... 

Then she talks about we use our ability to read someone's personality and demeanor to our advantage over our colleagues... God gave me the gift to break down someone's entire demeanor and their act through sight and conversation, so what do I look like not using a gift that FREAKIN HOT!!! Yea I read them and yea I know why they do what they do, and if I see it, i'm calling it out... She understands that she's on the same level as me and my homeboy and the simple fact that she's supposed to hold herself to a higher standard than the rest of the lost souls, but she wants to be all HOLY and JUDGEMENTAL, but then wants to IMMERSE herself in the same sins that the ones she CLAIMS she trying to save's SINS>>>> BACKWARDS!!!!

Then she tells me that i'm a very "touchy-feely" type of guy, which I know I am because I always have been. Next she asks me why am I like that when I have a girlfriend....... I haven't touched her since God knows when and her plus the rest of the females in that crew are the same females that were all cheating on their so-called "BOYFRIENDS" on Friday night... DON'T JUDGE ME... I hate when people with a trashy backyard come on my lawn and try to criticize the one weed I have on my lawn.... GET YOURSELF TOGETHER BEFORE YOU COME AT ME!

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