Unconditional Love

Over the past couple of weeks, so many thoughts have run through my mind about the relationship that I've been in four the past four months and 18 days... Many people have thrown salt on and DISRESPECTED out relationship, but I continue to LOVE her UNCONDITIONALLY.

She's the most AMAZING and most BEAUTIFUL woman I've ever met... She loves me even though I stress her out sometimes and she accepts me for the person that I am.... She brings out the BEST in me and is the only person who can BREAK me down...

Lately some things have really TESTED our love and this relationship. Something happened that I thought I would LEAVE her for, but for some reason I'm not even MAD... She's really taught me how to LOVE someone UNCONDITIONALLY. We've been through so much and I know that this is something DIFFERENT yet SPECIAL, because I want this FOREVER..

And through all those things we've been through, I'm CONVINCED that she's the ONE for me. I can't wait to start our life TOGETHER, I just want her to TRUST me when I say everything will be FINE... I'm not leaving her no matter what, and that poem was a reflection of my BROKEN dreams...

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My Walk With Christ

Today, while @ school... 

A "friend" of mine had the nerve to tell me that I'm not right in my walk with Christ. WTF??? She criticizes me and my homeboy for distancing ourselves from the ignorant endeavors, and said that in order for us to bring them closer to God is by indulging in the sins that they commit...  SORRY!!! NOT THIS ONE!!! 

Indulging in wild sexual acts with friends as a way of leading them to God is the most backwards thing i've heard in my 19 years on this Earth! You can't get drunk and act out wild fantasies with your wild friends and then the Monday after, invite them to God's house. That's the most HYPOCRYTICAL thing i've ever heard. Talk about PRACTICING WHAT YOU PREACH! That's like me telling my child that drinking is a sin and it's bad, then go get drunk off 12 shots of Patron... 

Then she talks about we use our ability to read someone's personality and demeanor to our advantage over our colleagues... God gave me the gift to break down someone's entire demeanor and their act through sight and conversation, so what do I look like not using a gift that FREAKIN HOT!!! Yea I read them and yea I know why they do what they do, and if I see it, i'm calling it out... She understands that she's on the same level as me and my homeboy and the simple fact that she's supposed to hold herself to a higher standard than the rest of the lost souls, but she wants to be all HOLY and JUDGEMENTAL, but then wants to IMMERSE herself in the same sins that the ones she CLAIMS she trying to save's SINS>>>> BACKWARDS!!!!

Then she tells me that i'm a very "touchy-feely" type of guy, which I know I am because I always have been. Next she asks me why am I like that when I have a girlfriend....... I haven't touched her since God knows when and her plus the rest of the females in that crew are the same females that were all cheating on their so-called "BOYFRIENDS" on Friday night... DON'T JUDGE ME... I hate when people with a trashy backyard come on my lawn and try to criticize the one weed I have on my lawn.... GET YOURSELF TOGETHER BEFORE YOU COME AT ME!

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